The best is yet to come.
Friday, June 09, 2023 0 comment
True love stories never have endings but they have beginnings... date are yet to be confirmed... ...
4 years ago
All about Lent (personal note)
Tuesday, February 21, 2023 0 comment
Learning about Catholic is complicated when you're from the Buddhist family since young. There will be question, where How do I fast? What can be eaten? It is the Lent Season. It will...
Disappointment in Life!
Tuesday, November 22, 2022 0 comment
How much should you know a person before you commit to an eternal "I DO" ? I was sick with Covid-19 finally, no longer the covid virgin. I have no idea how or...
Grief is the price we pay for love.
Tuesday, September 20, 2022 0 comment
The Late Queen Elizabeth II is laid into her eternal resting place. Quoted as she once said, "Grief is the price we pay for love". It is very true, if you do not love...
Mummy. I miss you. I love you.
Wednesday, March 02, 2022 0 comment
I always thought I will die before Mummy after Daddy's passing. I prepared everything that is needed to be prepared for my own's passing. My passwords, things to do, eulogy and even picture...
Mummy. With Love from me to you
Wednesday, March 02, 2022 0 comment
The past post I did on you at the hospital will be the last post while looking at you.Two days ago, I woke up feeling lost. I stared at the ceiling and reached...
Mummy, I will always love you
Monday, February 21, 2022 0 comment
Mummy.I knew you knows, but I wanted you to know again that we always love you. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. ...
Watching mummy...
Thursday, February 17, 2022 0 comment
As day passes, I get terrified. I do not know when is the last day I'll see and hold mummy. Just like when daddy passed away. I'm tearing in between making her live longer...
My fish died and I feel guilty
Friday, February 11, 2022 0 comment
I was in the hospital with my mum. My smarty pants maid tried to clean the aquarium on her own. That is the last of see of my pet fish.After 3 years in the...
I'm scared... very... extremely scared
Wednesday, October 27, 2021 0 comment
I'm extremely scared...As Doctor says there is around 6 months to a year to go. Keeping my fingers crossed that it will exceed the time given. Days after my dad's passing, I told...
Appreciate those around you
Tuesday, September 07, 2021 0 comment
- Steve Jobs "Appreciate and savour every moment you have with your loved ones, for you do not know how long you will be alive." I always tell myself and everyone around me...
What do I do after this?
Friday, August 27, 2021 0 comment
As I'm counting down days after your demise, 49 days; 100 days; your last lunar birthday; etc... I'm getting scared by each passing day. Each and everyday, it feels like - you just...
I ❤ You Daddy Mummy!
Friday, August 13, 2021 0 comment
I may not say this more often than I should. I Love You Daddy Mummy!Parental love are limitless. We often take their love and care for granted. We often do not take the...
On this date...
Thursday, April 22, 2021 0 comment
On this date in 2014, I held your hand. Both of us are nervous. But, I am so fluttered that I had this handsome man holding me, the one who will be holding...
Rainy Morning
Monday, March 29, 2021 0 comment
Raining in the morning seems to have very bad effect on me. I thought as time passes, things will be better. But it is not. Every night I will be yearning for him....
How do I let go of a relationship?
Saturday, January 30, 2021 0 comment
When you thought you're in a making of a happily ever after. Thing turn sour and the heart is at a lost. Not knowing what to do or where to begin healing. There...
Thank you for the journey Darling
Thursday, December 24, 2020 0 comment
This may be the first Christmas without you by my side. This is something I will have to get used to after so many years. Not only will be Christmas, but many more...
I'm Sorry... Could this be the Final Goodbye
Thursday, December 17, 2020 0 comment
30th September 2020, 11:06When things are coming to an end. I thought I will be able to let you go after your birthday. But when I saw your post where you have someone...
I wish, I am dead
Friday, July 24, 2020 0 comment
Sometimes, I wish that I'm dead. Dying is easy for me, but not so to leave behind the one I love. Sometimes, I would wonder, does it matter if I'm no longer around?...
Wish I Was Better
Friday, July 24, 2020 0 comment
I remembered you said You'll Never Leave Me. I believed. You proved it. However, you really went away. I thought I would be fine when you ask for the break-up. I tried ignoring...
