你的答案
我想說抱歉 但我不可以。
I wanna say that I'm sorry but I'm really not OK.
I wanted you to stay. I really wanted you to stay.
I miss you so much... that the thought of you hurt so much
你的答案
我想說抱歉 但我不可以。
I wanna say that I'm sorry but I'm really not OK.
I wanted you to stay. I really wanted you to stay.
I miss you so much... that the thought of you hurt so much
I Miss You - Czarina
I think it is about time I start packing up and move on. It had been a duration I promised myself that I am allowed to weep and think about the things I did and regret on the time we couldn't have. Sooner or later I will have to face and tell everyone that we're over and we're moving on.
Hurt as it is still, I have to pretend that I'm fine and pretended that I've forgot about us.
Pretend To Forget
I wish I can tell you not to come back to me anymore. But every time I think about it, it is like a pretend that I'm trying to make. Something to convince myself about it.
Just please can you let me pretend... to forget.
With the Covid-19 pandemic worldwide, where many couples broke up; I didn't expect that I'll be one of them. The song did brought the feeling how it all started. How meet-ups become video calls and long conversation were shorted.
Aku sedang bertanya tanya
Tentang perasaan kita
Benarkah kita saling mencinta
Atau hanya pernah saling cinta
Bukankah kamu juga merasa
Dingin mulai menjalari
Percakapan kita
Pertanyaan kamu sedang apa?
Terkesan hanya sebuah formalitas saja
Reff:
Coba tanyakan lagi pada hatimu
Apakah sebaiknya kita putus atau terus
Kita sedang mempertahankan hubungan
Atau hanya sekedar
Menunda perpisahan
Bridge:
Bila kamu tanya aku maunya apa
Aku mau kita trus bersama
The pandemic had changes so many things in humanity, world, relationship and individuals.
It's OK If You Forget Me - Astrid S:
Lyrics:
Two weeks and I wait 'til the feeling hits
Maybe I just have 'em, let it sink in
For three years we were living together
Help me like you'd hold me forever
Didn't think the heartbreak would feel like this
From everything to nothing at all
From everyday to never at all
And everyone says that I should be sad
Is it normal that—
I don't feel sorry for myself
Care if your hands touch somebody else
Who think you're jealous if you're happy
It's ok if you forget me
I don't feel empty now that you're gone
'Cause that to me did mean nothing at all
But I tell you what the worst is
It's the way it doesn't hurt
When I wish it did
Patience is the thing that I learnt from you
That some things can feel wrong
even though they're true
Went trough all the hard times together
Kept me calm when I loose my temper
I'm just really grateful that I had you
From everything to nothing at all
Everyday to never at all
And everyone says that I should be sad
Is it normal that—
I don't feel sorry for myself
Care if your hands touch somebody else
Who think you're jealous if you're happy
It's ok if you forget me
I don't feel empty now that you're gone
'Cause that to me did mean nothing at all
And I tell you what the worst is
It's the way it doesn't hurt
When I wish it did
I wish it did
When I wish it did
From everything to nothing at all
From everyday to never at all
And everyone says that I should be sad
Is it normal that—
I don't feel sorry for myself
Care if your hands touch somebody else
Who think you're jealous if you're happy
It's ok if you forget me
I don't feel empty now that you're gone
'Cause that to me did mean nothing at all
But I tell you what the worst is
It's the way it doesn't hurt
When I wish it did
I wish it did
At some point in our life, we are really forced to let go of people, and it's not because we don't love them anymore, but because we already do not have enough courage to continue fighting for them when all they have to give in return was pain... the pain I caused.
He walked away. Leaving me when I needed him the most. The support, the understanding, the love. One mistake, lead us to parting way.
It's not about asking for our efforts to be reciprocated, but because we also deserve to receive the same amount of love we offer them. And it hurts. It hurts knowing that after all these letting go, no one ever tried to fight their place in our heart, and they just continue walking away—leaving us just like that, and forcing us to let them go like we have no choice anymore. All the things we did are no longer important.
Ysabelle - I Liked You So Much, We Lost It
Lyrics : [I Like You So Much, We Lost It - Ysabelle]
I like your eyes you looked away
when you pretended to care.
I like the dimples on the corners
of the smile that you wear.
You wore them more with her
I knew and I was scared
I let myself fall deeper
but I was prepared
I liked your shirt, the one I gave you
Can't forget how you smell
But now on different shoulders hang
The jacket I used to wear
I loved you for so long
Sometimes it's hard to bear
But after all this time
I wish you well from here
I loved you every minute, every second
I loved you everywhere and any moment
Always and forever was just
For a moment 'cause
I was not the one
I don't know how
I loved you til the last of snow disappeared
Missed you on the rainy days of the year
Never knew of pain like this
But I've got to know
Thought I loved you so
Why did you go?
I hate the way you let us go
Like it was all just nothing
I hate the way you hit the notes
But not the words I'm saying
I hate the little things
Like when I'm unaware
I still remember how
We broke so perfectly
Though sometimes when
Life brings me down
Time can heal my heart
Through the bad rainy days
I know that I will be okay
I loved you every minute, every second
loved you even if it was fow a moment
Always and forever can wait
For the time because
You were not the one
I know that now
In a world still full of life, I see color
in a bit of time cause we deserve better
Always and forever when the right one comes because
Part of loving you is letting go
Part of loving you was letting go
Everything seems to remind me of you. I wanted to go to your place to see. But I'm so scared that I'll see something that I don't want to see. I now know how it feels when you come see me on your "Spot Check". I wouldn't care less when it was two years ago. But everything changes after that, we had a dream which I wanted to be a reality, but you went away again. All the sacrifice I made was in vain.
Gracie Abrams - I Miss You, I'm Sorry (Lyrics)
[Verse 1]
Do you remember happy together?
I do, don't you?
Then all of a sudden, you're sick to your stomach
Is that still true?
[Chorus]
You said, "forever," in the end I fought it
Please be honest, are we better for it?
Thought you'd hate me, but instead you called
And said, "I miss you"
I caught it
[Verse 2]
Good to each other, give it the summer
I knew, you too
But I only saw you once in December
I'm still confused
[Chorus]
You said, "forever," and I almost bought it
I miss fighting in your old apartment
Breaking dishes when you're disappointed
I still love you, I promise
Nothing happened in the way I wanted
Every corner of this house is haunted
And I know you said that we're not talking
But I miss you, I'm sorry
[Outro]
I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse
Everything I know brings me back to us
I don't wanna go, we've been here before
Everywhere I go leads me back to you
I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse
(You said, "forever," and I almost bought it)
Everything I know brings me back to us
(I miss fighting in your old apartment)
I don't wanna go, we've been here before
(Breaking dishes when you're disappointed)
Everywhere I go leads me back to you
(I still love you, I promise)
I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse
(Nothing happened in the way I wanted)
Everything I know brings me back to us
(Every corner of this house is haunted)
I don't wanna go, we've been here before
(And I know you said that we're not talking)
Everywhere I go leads me back to you
(But I miss you)
I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse
Everything I know brings me back to us
I don't wanna go, we've been here before
Everywhere I go leads me back to you
It would have been a long love journey if we've been still together to-date. We've known each other inside out, we've grown so much together. We've seen each other being fat and ugly to slim and fit. We've found each other's weaknesses and strength. We've encouraged each other to pursue the dream.
Everyday is a battle especially when night fall. Looking at the clock ticking away the minute, never a day passes by without looking at old memories. You have no idea how fast my heat beats when I see you online. I wanted to text you, to call you.. but I am so so so afraid that you will ignore me or just goes offline.
Sometimes I want to hate you, because at least hate eventually wears itself out and fades into not caring any more. As destructive as the path can be, hate eventually leads to the realisation that everything will be okay.But love doesn’t.
Love means caring forever. And yes - love fades too. But it fades to the sadness of realising that nothing will ever be okay again.
- Ranata Suzuki -
Part of me wants to hate you.
Part of me thinks that I’ll feel better if I do, but I can’t.
I’m in love with the girl who stole my heart.
I’m so in love that, even while I’m hurting, I can’t convince myself that I hate you.
Sometimes I want to hate you, because at least hate eventually wears itself out and fades into not caring any more. As destructive as the path can be, hate eventually leads to the realisation that everything will be okay.But love doesn’t.
Love means caring forever. And yes - love fades too. But it fades to the sadness of realising that nothing will ever be okay again.
- Ranata Suzuki -
I look for you in places that you’ve been - but do not go,
I search for you in cars that pass - though why I do not know,
I seek you out in crowds - in all the faces that I see,
I miss you and I wonder - do you also search for me?”
Part of me wants to hate you.
Part of me thinks that I’ll feel better if I do, but I can’t.
I’m in love with the girl who stole my heart.
I’m so in love that, even while I’m hurting, I can’t convince myself that I hate you.
Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. Every struggle in your life has shaped you into the person you are today.
Be Thankful for the hard times, they can only make you stronger...
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