Sometimes I want to hate you, because at least hate eventually wears itself out and fades into not caring any more. As destructive as the path can be, hate eventually leads to the realisation that everything will be okay.

But love doesn’t.
Love means caring forever. And yes - love fades too. But it fades to the sadness of realising that nothing will ever be okay again.

- Ranata Suzuki -

I look for you in places that you’ve been - but do not go,
I search for you in cars that pass - though why I do not know,
I seek you out in crowds - in all the faces that I see,
I miss you and I wonder - do you also search for me?”

Part of me wants to hate you.
Part of me thinks that I’ll feel better if I do, but I can’t.
I’m in love with the girl who stole my heart.
I’m so in love that, even while I’m hurting, I can’t convince myself that I hate you.

- writerschallenges -