I hope you're happy

I'm sorry but I'm not OK.

I know we have a lot of love. You've warned me that it will be no more chances. I blew it.

I could never get back the love I wanted from you.

Sorry for always bugging you. But it is the only thing I have to keep me sane. You don't have to reply anything. I just wanting to keep texting to that number which I had so much with.