I was so angry when you forgot the promised you were suppose to do at the end of each month. I waited till after my birthday then I buzz you on that. Even so I am reluctant to do so.

When you finally replied and that you asked to be in home quarantine from the One Utama cluster. The anger disperse as soon as it appears. I feel so bad. I wanted to be there for you, to support you. But I am in no position to do that. All that I can offer is.. "If you do need anything, do let me know". I know, I will be the last person you will contact if you needed anything. You have Fei and your 'buddies' and your 'bugs' to do all that for you. Without much thought, I wished that I could be in your place to take the home quarantine for you... That is how much you still meant for me.

Following days seems to be dragging by, I don't feel like doing anything. My mind is racing about you, wanting to know if you're alright; if you have enough food in the house for the home quarantine; if you're having any symptom. But there is always a thought that brings tears to me; I'm in no position to do all that. Days passes miserably until I have to check with you on the results from the clinic. Guess, if I did not buzz you; you'll not inform me about the result. Following messages from me you've ignored.

Anyway, I wish you all the happiness and health in the world

 

The Way I Still Love You - Reynard Silva【中英動態歌詞Lyrics】