Spacing Out
Thursday, March 21, 2019
I'm in a spaceship to nowhere. If only I know when the journey would end and where is the destination. I am causing misery and loneliness to everyone around me. I am just an empty shell now. I want to clean the thought. Clean the mess. Clean the soul. A reset button to clean the shit out.
I needed somewhere to let go of all this. Who would understand? There is no words that could come out explaining what I feel or the actions. I don't know why I am even doing this. What am I doing?
If only I can explain. I thought I knew the answer. I thought I did. But in the end I am lying to myself. I ended up hurting everyone including myself. What is the use of the shell here when the mind and soul is not with the shell.
It is one month into misery. Am I doing it right? Am I playing with emotions again? Am I lying to myself?
• SHY Martin – Spaceship Lyrics
I've been running on these old emotions
I know you're looking for something and I don't wanna stop you
Try to fix the pile of things that's broken
Our bedroom is on fire now and you don't even notice
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me, but it's so lonely
I'm feeling so numb, 'cause this shit gets to me now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
And you've been falling into pieces
I've been tryna save
But I'm running out of ways to love you
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me, but it's so lonely now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
Missing all our stupid conversations
Sitting on the kitchen floor, so high we couldn't make sense
Missing all our simple celebrations
A part of me don't wanna leave these moments back in past tense
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me, but it's so lonely
I'm feeling so numb, 'cause this shit gets to me now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
And you’ve been falling into pieces
I've been tryna save
But I'm running out of ways to love you
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me but it's so lonely now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
I needed somewhere to let go of all this. Who would understand? There is no words that could come out explaining what I feel or the actions. I don't know why I am even doing this. What am I doing?
If only I can explain. I thought I knew the answer. I thought I did. But in the end I am lying to myself. I ended up hurting everyone including myself. What is the use of the shell here when the mind and soul is not with the shell.
It is one month into misery. Am I doing it right? Am I playing with emotions again? Am I lying to myself?
• SHY Martin – Spaceship Lyrics
I've been running on these old emotions
I know you're looking for something and I don't wanna stop you
Try to fix the pile of things that's broken
Our bedroom is on fire now and you don't even notice
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me, but it's so lonely
I'm feeling so numb, 'cause this shit gets to me now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
And you've been falling into pieces
I've been tryna save
But I'm running out of ways to love you
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me, but it's so lonely now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
Missing all our stupid conversations
Sitting on the kitchen floor, so high we couldn't make sense
Missing all our simple celebrations
A part of me don't wanna leave these moments back in past tense
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me, but it's so lonely
I'm feeling so numb, 'cause this shit gets to me now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
And you’ve been falling into pieces
I've been tryna save
But I'm running out of ways to love you
Where do you go when you're right next to me
'Cause you're next to me but it's so lonely now
You've been on your spaceship
Working on your mindset
I've been down here waiting for you
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