Lackadaisical attitude are sprouting from me... It seems negative. But I am feeling very tired getting up in the morning and dragging my ass to work. Is there anything that could change this feeling or attitude in me. I just wanted to get home and sleep... sleep and sleep.


That's exactly what I am feeling about something. I can do it, but I don't even feel like doing it at all. All I wanted is to go somewhere far far away, at the country side or somewhere. I need some better energy to regenerate my cells, my thinking.. spiritually and mentally.


There is a growing sense of apathy in me towards everything in life. Even Christmas season couldn't cheer me up or changes the apathy in me. And with the new year just around the corner. After the project, it was jaded coming to work. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?