Hearing God Speak
Wednesday, January 04, 2023
Hearing God Speak
Tuesday, January 3 2023
Reflect, today, upon the spiritual truth that God the Father wants to speak to you in the depths of your own soul so as to draw you into a certainty about Himself and all that He has spoken as true. Do you hear God speak? Have you allowed yourself to be convinced by His Voice? Listen to Him today and allow all that He speaks to you to become the source and goal of all that you say and do in life.
Father in Heaven, You have revealed to me Who You are and Your plan for my life in many ways. And though You are always speaking to me, I acknowledge that I do not always listen. Please open my soul to You more fully so that I may come to faith and be certain of Your love and Your perfect will in my life. Jesus, I trust in You.
There is few events when I'm attending mass and the theme of the day or the slides the priest was speaking was about the situation that I'm facing. But the most prominent was when my ex and I broke up, I was having self blame to the extend that I wanted to give up life. That is when I heard clearly; "Check the phone bills". I went and check and there was outstanding, I thought that is it. And I continued working; until I hear the voice again. "Check the phone bill". I went and check again, not knowing what to look for. I checked the number called and realized that there was this number he called through out the day and at odd hours where you won't be calling if you claim to be "Just A Friend".
Having thought that's it. What have I done wrong for him to treat me this way. When I wanted to end my life even more the following day. I prepared and put everything into order before wanting to leave the house. God probably send this one person that annoys me so much to my house to lecture me. He sat with me and listened. I remembered him telling, "If God didn't asked you to check the phone bill and knowing what he is doing behind you now. After you've got married with him, it's not going to be any easy to leave the relationship than it is now." He put a to do list for me. He stayed with me that day, so that I will not be alone while waiting for my parents to come home from work. He made sure that I'm not alone at home when my parents are not at home.
Therefore, I think God speaks through other medium when you are not open for Him to approach you. My life was saved because of them.
I've not told many of this incident as I felt stupid and embarassed. I've told my mum, she too was surprised and there got to be someone looking out for me. Other than my mum, I told my sponsor aka God-ma about it when she asked if I had experience God in anyway during the day of acceptance, I told her this incident which I'm not sure if it God who speaks to me. After listening, she told me that I'm a chosen one. She gave me the courage to tell this incident and an experience not many would experience. Yet, I'm still afraid and anxious about the baptism which is coming in a few months.
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