I’m sorry,
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done,
I’m sorry you can’t trust me
I’m sorry you don’t believe in me

I’m sorry for being selfish,
Making you feel inadequate and not enough.
I’m sorry for my actions,

I’m sorry for making you feel inadequate and not enough.
I’m sorry I’m the reason you don’t smile and
I’m the reason that your eyes are no longer overflowing with pure love and happiness.

I’m sorry for being selfish
I wish you could see how much you mean to me
I’m sorry for my actions contradicts my love for you.

I’m sorry I don’t treat you like you’re my everything.
I’m sorry I’m impulsive and hide things from you.
Things you deserve to know,
But I like to keep things locked up in the do not enter room inside myself.

I don’t feel as though I even deserve to apologize,
But at the same time you deserve over hundreds of apologies
I’m sorry for whatever I have said to make you believe that you’re the second best.

I’m sorry I drank our love away with no regards and making everything fell apart
I wish I could make you see no one on this planet can compare to how you make me feel.
It’s like my mind fights with my heart to control my actions.

I wish I could fully give in to my better side and be happy with you for the rest of my life,
But I just can’t seem to let go.
My instincts always kick in and reminds me nothing last and this is just another home and soon enough it’ll be time to start over again.

Yet I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done, and making you feel hopeless and alone.
I just want you to know I love you so much and I’d give anything to take it all back.
I’m deeply sorry my love, for everything including it taking me this long for me to post an apology.

~ Adapted and edited from Amber Rae McNeilan